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SO Today i was sitting in my room thinking about my love life.
I dont know what i want, i mean i have these opportunities to be with guys but yet i syill pass them by and go for what i dont think i can get. i mean im not a ugly girl so the looks isnt the problem, its the whole point that i have to actually get the guts to go and talk to these new people. i mean who said this new guy wont be abusive or wont be rude, who said just because he looks good then it must mean that he is the best person for me.

think about it this way: if he looks good to you then he must look good to other people and that is where problems are created. thats where the drama starts you know. like why cant i have a perfect relationship, the guy of my dreams, they say if you wait then he will come to you, but how long must a person wait...

People say that you can tell how good of a lover a man or female is by the way they sex you up...
but they say if you have sex with a person too early then its not special or it means your easy...
CONFUSED!!!
How can we tell how good a lover is when we arent having sex with them because we dont want to seem easy...what a contridictory statement.

I am on of those girls who love to have sex, but unfortunalty sex is way too risky for me to actually be having sex with many people or as much as i want. I mean yes there is always the usage of protection but sometines that wont even make a difference, i beileve in safe sex, but sometimes that just wont be a part of our sexual act.

i know im jumping around on subjects but thats because i want to intriduce the type of writing that i will be doing, you giving all alittle taste if whats about to be going down on here. well imma leave yall with that, i will be talking to all later.

*~*xoxoNympho*~*