*~*The Passions Within*~*

*~*Hello world!!!*~*

I’m going to start off by saying "Thank Goodness it is Thanksgiving break" I mean I love being at school but I was getting kind of tired of it, like my classes are starting to stress me out and they are way too hard...

Check this out imma start up a little story series and I want yall to tell me how u like it...

*~*The Passion Within*~*

The moment was intense and the feeling was ecstasy. As I came onto the satin bedspread, I felt my body shaking uncontrollably and I was not about to physically move my own body. His touch was all I could feel and the feel of his tongue on between my pussy walls was the last thing I remember. I wanted to scream, I wanted to shout, but all I could say is his name repetitively and the more I came the more he gave.

*~*Club Expressions*~*

I told my best friend I did not want to go out that night, but she insisted she would not take no for an answer and she basically dressed me herself. So in her eyes I had no choice. We finally made it to the club and I was dressed like a regular person not like her (a hoochie mama). So we stepped up in the club, brothas fine as can be everywhere, looking super fly. I felt underdressed and I had wished I dressed like her. People everywhere were grinding to “Roll with Me” by Co-Ed. I wanted to get out there and shake my thang but I wasn’t into dancing with strangers so I went to the bar, since I just turned 21, and ordered me a drink. While sitting there I was approached by several guys, none of which that I wanted to talk to so, I either told them I was with my boyfriend or not interested. All the while I was making hella eye contact with one particular guy, he was sexy as fuck. Light Carmel skin, sexy hazel eyes, and body that was built like a ford, and the smile of a god. He was perfection and I wanted him. I pictured Mr. Perfect giving me the business and putting in down mega good, but I figured that would only be a fantasy.

I turned my head for only a minute and I looked back up and Mr. Perfect was standing at attention in front of me. Without saying a word to me, he grabbed my hand and pulled me to the dance floor. By this time the song was “You” by Raheem Devaughn, we shifted and shayed to the beat. The way he grabbed and touched my body made me feel as if we were already fucking. DAMN!!

I wanted this man and I couldn’t find the words to say when he turned me around and pulled up my shirt and slide his hands around my bare naked waist. I continued to roll my hips and grind to the beat, wanting him to fuck me right there on the dance floor. I mean I am a freak and I would so some shit like that but I figured since I wanted to fully enjoy this man that I wouldn’t do that. I wanted him to enjoy every moment and the only way to that was to leave.

I went to go look for my girl, I finally found her grinding on some sexy ass dude in the middle of the floor I told her what was up and she told me to call her as soon as I got home. I figured if I left with her I would just be cock blocking anyways, I am pretty sure she would also be getting busy tonight. I met Mr. Perfect at the door and he lead me to his car. He had a black on black 2009 Impala and again I fell in love. He opened the door for me and I got in. While in the car we talked about ourselves and I found out everything but his name. We finally reached his apartment downtown and the building was beautiful like something off of the movies, we went up to the penthouse suite. I had to ask him why he was in a little night club looking for a girl when he could get just about any girl he wanted, single or not. He told me he did get the girl he wanted and now it was time for him to show me how much he wanted me. He kissed me and whispered “Mike” in my ear, I figured it was name and I whispered mine. He then started to unbutton my shirt and pull off my undershirt, exposing my black bra and then he had me step out of my pants. I stood there half naked and he eyed me like he wanted to eat me. Which he did, he laid me on the bed nice and gently and he caressed my neck then he pulled my panties to the side and licked my clit. He proceeded to stick his fingers inside me, I jumped, it felt so good but his fingers were big and thick. I got really anxious to what his dick would feel like inside in the place of his two fingers. I pulled him up and I began to kiss him so seductively and he continued to feel my glory spot.

The moment became intense and the feeling was ecstasy. As I came onto the satin bedspread, I felt my body shaking uncontrollably and I was not about to physically move my own body. His touch was all I could feel and the feel of his tongue on between my pussy walls was the last thing I remember. I wanted to scream, I wanted to shout, but all I could say is his name repetitively and the more I came the more he gave. I grew hungry and I grew impatient I couldn’t stand abother minute without him inside of me. I needed him, I yearned for him and I had to have him. He stood up and unbuckled his pants. He pulled them down and I saw his beautifulness through his satin boxers. I leaked again and I knew I couldn’t be without him ever again…

If you want to hear more give me a shout and comment and i will most def get that too ya...

*~*OMG hes got me confused*~*

I have learned something very interesting about myself: I have week phases like i will like a guy for a week and then if i dont see it going anywhere then i will stop.

I mean if you like a girl TELL HER!!!
Its ok she probably likes you back, if not she will probably either start to because your honest or she will just ignore but she wont reject you!!
It would be so much easier if you all would just let us know in advance so we could just get a heads up and take away some of this time we spend thinking about you...Thank you

Im not sure if thats a good idea but its just the way i am and i cant help it i mean i dont like wasting my time with a person who isnt interested, like the guy who i was discussing in the other note "Matt" i havent talked to him in a bit, and i felt myself communicating with him first everyday and then i got fed up and i was just going to leave him as a friend, but then i dont talk to him for like a day and then i get a text saying hello and then he adds on the word "Babe" Omg how am i supposed to take that?!

how am i supposed to know how he feels if he calls me "pet" names? I dont want to get caught up in that so i dont i just leave it alone and ignore it cus i dont want him getting the wrong impression even though hes sending me the wrong signs. What if its a test and i was supposed to say something cute back??!! there are way too many mind games in this shit and i cant take it anymore so i have punished my feelings and they are taking a break lol

he seems like a nice guy but its hard to figure some people out and i need to figure people out, it makes me who i am.

If he cant see the signs then i guess hes probably not really looking and i shouldn't be trying so hard, it takes up so much time:
Thinking about that one person
Hoping they call
Wanting to be with them
Day dreaming about your future with them
-these are things that girls just naturally do-

but imma let it go im starting not to care any longer...

*~*So what happen to the guys that would come up to you and want to talk to you, i talking about the cute guys cus the less attractive guys have no problem what so ever coming up to talk to a girl, what is it? the very attractive ones are too cute to want to talk to a girl???!!! NO!! you are not that cute sweety not even chris brown can get away with that (but thats just my definition of attractive), i mean i may be a hypocrite but im a girl and i lot of girls now a days go after guys but i dont do well with rejection so i just dont go after it, i dont feel its worth it. but who knows thats how a lot of women get their men...lucky!!

but trust me im not hating i just envy their courage and their charm, i have a lot of both just not that risky sometimes, now let me be with the girls and that will all change, cus when your with the Chicas its easier to be yourself or another person and act a fool.

Ok so for the guys out their i just want you all to start going up to girls cus we need to have someone help us gain our confidence*~*

XoxoChanel

*~*Side tracked so lets talk about some sex...*~*

Ok so its been a min because ive just been having a busy week.

*~* For "Mjay" lol you are too funny, but dont worry you Will figure this out, i mean i know you and you know me, we arent like best friends but we communicated a few times. thanks for the interest i appreciate it*~*

Anywho i guess today i will talk about sex, i mean i want to be a psychologist specializing in human sexuality so this blog will be more than just me being freaky but its also going to be a Little educational and a lot of fun.

So its been a minute since i had some sex, i mean a long while...honestly i went from having sex everyday in the summer to every weekend once i got to school to every other week and now its been like almost a month and a half (all with the same person {ex-boyfriend}) but i mean like i said in the first place i am a potential Nympho like my husband will never be disappointed and that's the goal i look for, i love sex and the entire essence of it and nothing can ever replace the feeling of sex, not even the feeling of love.

you know the feeling you get when the sex is Oh so amazing and it gets intense and every stroke and push feels heavenly, like nothing else feels the same. i mean i have a few friends that have yet to experience it and i wouldn't know what i would do if i were them because it is so beautiful. sex is like a hobby but im always safe and im not promiscuous, so i guess i have no other choice but to not be having any sex right now. it does bother me that some of my other friends are being very active and i mean they say that love will find you but how am not supposed to worry about it and not think about it?
trying to find Mr.right is super hard and i dont want just anyone in my bed so i guess ill be sleeping alone...

im out for now probably writing more later

xoxoNympho

*~*Potentially Yours*~*

Hello world!!!

To the person who sent the message about messaging them, like for real it wouldnt anonymous if i did that now would it?
and if you have an idea of who i could be then you can message me and if you get it right then i may tell you the truth..lol

So you know when you really want to talk to a guy but you dont want to seem too forward, but you dont want to give up so you are like stuck in limbo. So in reality i want to talk to this guy we will call him Matt, but Matt doesnt know anything about it. I mean i dont even know anything about the dude but somehow he seems like a real cool person, i was reading his work and i like the way he thinks like i feel we can get acquainted a lot more. But how do you tell someone who is a potential that you want to "talk" to them. i have friends that like guys and then they end up getting what they want. Its not fair, im not that outgoing so i get stuck in limbo...lol

Im not looking for anything serious but its just how i feel, like when you get the feeling that someone could be too good for you, like maybe their very attractive and then you figure that since their so attractive that they wouldnt get with you. i mean im not ugly trust me, very beautiful (not conceited) but in the end its still hard to pull the ones you really want. I dont want to settle for someone who may not be as good, so why not go for the one that may be better for you.

do you ever get the crushes where you want to be with them but you cant see them sexually, like the guy i was talking about that i may like but its way too soon to consider, i cant really see him in bed fucking me but i can picture him like cuddling me. its werid i know well i will elaborate on this later....bye

*~*xoxoNympho*~*

*~*Random Intro stuff*~*

SO Today i was sitting in my room thinking about my love life.
I dont know what i want, i mean i have these opportunities to be with guys but yet i syill pass them by and go for what i dont think i can get. i mean im not a ugly girl so the looks isnt the problem, its the whole point that i have to actually get the guts to go and talk to these new people. i mean who said this new guy wont be abusive or wont be rude, who said just because he looks good then it must mean that he is the best person for me.

think about it this way: if he looks good to you then he must look good to other people and that is where problems are created. thats where the drama starts you know. like why cant i have a perfect relationship, the guy of my dreams, they say if you wait then he will come to you, but how long must a person wait...

People say that you can tell how good of a lover a man or female is by the way they sex you up...
but they say if you have sex with a person too early then its not special or it means your easy...
CONFUSED!!!
How can we tell how good a lover is when we arent having sex with them because we dont want to seem easy...what a contridictory statement.

I am on of those girls who love to have sex, but unfortunalty sex is way too risky for me to actually be having sex with many people or as much as i want. I mean yes there is always the usage of protection but sometines that wont even make a difference, i beileve in safe sex, but sometimes that just wont be a part of our sexual act.

i know im jumping around on subjects but thats because i want to intriduce the type of writing that i will be doing, you giving all alittle taste if whats about to be going down on here. well imma leave yall with that, i will be talking to all later.

*~*xoxoNympho*~*

*~*My Link*~*

Every touch
Every Taste
Every Lick
every Stroke
Deep inside
I held on for the ride
My body tense
My walls dense
A quickie by the door
My body did you explore
Made me want you more
Feenin for you
My body going blue
Red hot
No way did I want you to stop
every inch of pain
ment pleasure
looking for the hidden treasure
again and again i came
to deep; to far
Even doing it in your car
inside my wet walls
please dont stall
eating love juice
making me love
just right for you to fit
and start your hit
pumping and kissing
breathing and listening
sucking and fucking
pleasure and teasing
ready for your joy
to play with your toy
to feel the pain
to go insane
needing you more
my body went soar
coming hard
body scared
biting and scratching
pushing and pulling
hour after hour
love is devoured
one last time
we lay in sync
no laugh, no blink
i have found my link

xoxoNympho

*~*Hello Bloggers!!*~*

*~*MY Proagative*~*

I figured I would give everyone a simple introduction since this is the first blog. I cant tell too much do to the graphic nature that i plan to get into. I want to as dicrete as possible because i have a reputation to protect and well i dont want to be identified. So if you figure me dont tell...its a secret.


Please dont take anything i might mention offensively but i like to keep life real and express myself to the fullest. So if you dont like what I have to say then you need to leave or find something else to do, i dont apprecite Haters and i have better things to do than argue or fuss with you.


*~*About Me *~*

Im 18, I attend Michigan state, and im a second year.
I love Sex but i dont have it like that...weird...lol
so no im not a hoe but i want to become i Sexual Psychologist.
My idols are Zane, Noire, And Mary B. Morrison.
I also Write my own stories but i will save them for later.
There is so much i can say so if you want to know more just ask.

*~*What to Expect*~*

Hopefully my blogs will blow your mind if you are truly a freaky person, i dont want to make them too graphic but i cant guarantee anything, i would like constructive critisim so if you feel like you want to comment please do.

My stories/poems/etc. are very vibrant and full of passion, love and lust, young hearts seeking satisfaction and a good time. i cant garantee a happy ending but i can garantee and point of satisfaction.

Enjoy and Have fun!!

xoxoNympho