*~*OMG hes got me confused*~*

I have learned something very interesting about myself: I have week phases like i will like a guy for a week and then if i dont see it going anywhere then i will stop.

I mean if you like a girl TELL HER!!!
Its ok she probably likes you back, if not she will probably either start to because your honest or she will just ignore but she wont reject you!!
It would be so much easier if you all would just let us know in advance so we could just get a heads up and take away some of this time we spend thinking about you...Thank you

Im not sure if thats a good idea but its just the way i am and i cant help it i mean i dont like wasting my time with a person who isnt interested, like the guy who i was discussing in the other note "Matt" i havent talked to him in a bit, and i felt myself communicating with him first everyday and then i got fed up and i was just going to leave him as a friend, but then i dont talk to him for like a day and then i get a text saying hello and then he adds on the word "Babe" Omg how am i supposed to take that?!

how am i supposed to know how he feels if he calls me "pet" names? I dont want to get caught up in that so i dont i just leave it alone and ignore it cus i dont want him getting the wrong impression even though hes sending me the wrong signs. What if its a test and i was supposed to say something cute back??!! there are way too many mind games in this shit and i cant take it anymore so i have punished my feelings and they are taking a break lol

he seems like a nice guy but its hard to figure some people out and i need to figure people out, it makes me who i am.

If he cant see the signs then i guess hes probably not really looking and i shouldn't be trying so hard, it takes up so much time:
Thinking about that one person
Hoping they call
Wanting to be with them
Day dreaming about your future with them
-these are things that girls just naturally do-

but imma let it go im starting not to care any longer...

*~*So what happen to the guys that would come up to you and want to talk to you, i talking about the cute guys cus the less attractive guys have no problem what so ever coming up to talk to a girl, what is it? the very attractive ones are too cute to want to talk to a girl???!!! NO!! you are not that cute sweety not even chris brown can get away with that (but thats just my definition of attractive), i mean i may be a hypocrite but im a girl and i lot of girls now a days go after guys but i dont do well with rejection so i just dont go after it, i dont feel its worth it. but who knows thats how a lot of women get their men...lucky!!

but trust me im not hating i just envy their courage and their charm, i have a lot of both just not that risky sometimes, now let me be with the girls and that will all change, cus when your with the Chicas its easier to be yourself or another person and act a fool.

Ok so for the guys out their i just want you all to start going up to girls cus we need to have someone help us gain our confidence*~*

XoxoChanel